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I am feeling really frustrated. I work more in one week then most people work in 2 weeks….all to make $1000 from blogging each month. That’s poverty level income. Which is more then most bloggers online make so it sounds petty to even say out loud negatively. But isn’t it pathetic that I am not the only one doing it? We get excited over a $50 add on our web pages…for a month. A MONTH.
I have a college degree. A family. I’m (please don’t take this wrong) brilliant. I have been at the top of every company I have ever worked for. I wonder sometimes if I am undercutting my own potential by chasing the next idea, the next dream, the next post.
The biggest impact I am making is constantly being judged by statistics, numbers, other women, which contests I am running, and how many people commented on something I had to say for the day.
Where did all this go wrong? I wanted to start a community to help people, to grow, to have fun, to let moms advertise their own boutiques and blogs together. It just seems that everyone is so individualized and trying to get the next trip, the next comment, the next PR rank, the next big story, and I am not sure I can tear people away from being so overly consumed with all of that to even BE a community.
In a world where people so badly want to be accepted, involved, and part of something bigger, its ironic that we are so self absorbed in our own situation, me included, that sometimes the actual reason we began traveling to a destination, gets lost in the journey.
~trisha
Sat, 13/06/09 – 10:15 | No Comment |